Depression is a bitch, its got no chillz, its hard to fight because it cant be understood. U just keep struggling and falling screaming so loud yet so low, because its in the inside. Its another form of death that shows only goose bumps. It gives a perfect smile with a teary eye, well concealed makeup. Its food; feeds you but all you do is loose, and like the harmattan wind it blows hard and sinks in so deep it almost gets to your soul. It is addictive because it gets you feeling like the next thought would help but it never does, it just clouds your senses with so much sadness that even your laughter has no joy, as you're just looking forward to its passing. It gets you spoiling good things because you feel they would spoil anyway (why don't i do it earlier so i don't get hurt). It leaves you empty with a wandering mind and uncomprehensive thoughts. It leaves you lost in space staring at blank walls, ceilings, or even faces, thinking hard yet thinking nothing. It leaves you with this sick feeling that you're no good.
The tears running down your face in the dark, your only companion and the pillows your always attempt to strangle, your closest pals. You begin to converse with candles and clocks which only deepens you're sadness with the realization that time is waxing away. It leaves you so empty your comfort is almost always in the dark with no one watching. It makes you kill time by making sleep time the only good time. Even in sleep you awake with tears on your cheek showing that its even there in your dreams. What the hell!!!
It makes you less and less in love with yourself and less around even in a room full of people. it gets you feeling like if you open up too much, people can fall in and hurt themselves. It keeps you deeply unhappy, hard to please and void of emotions. It gets you thinking that setting yourself on fire to keep others warm is the only way there is. It fills your head with "what ifs" that doesn't matter or change anything, making it unable for you to heal. It gets you doing stuffs you don't want to and through all these turns and bends you loose your self-worth caught up in a life were your are the weirdo drowning in your sadness while everyone is breathing and you're the only one noticing. Its unexplainable because no one understands.
When a bitch puts you through all these, then you've got to dump that bitch!
Article Written By: Anonymous
Post By: Ukachukwu Victor.
The tears running down your face in the dark, your only companion and the pillows your always attempt to strangle, your closest pals. You begin to converse with candles and clocks which only deepens you're sadness with the realization that time is waxing away. It leaves you so empty your comfort is almost always in the dark with no one watching. It makes you kill time by making sleep time the only good time. Even in sleep you awake with tears on your cheek showing that its even there in your dreams. What the hell!!!
It makes you less and less in love with yourself and less around even in a room full of people. it gets you feeling like if you open up too much, people can fall in and hurt themselves. It keeps you deeply unhappy, hard to please and void of emotions. It gets you thinking that setting yourself on fire to keep others warm is the only way there is. It fills your head with "what ifs" that doesn't matter or change anything, making it unable for you to heal. It gets you doing stuffs you don't want to and through all these turns and bends you loose your self-worth caught up in a life were your are the weirdo drowning in your sadness while everyone is breathing and you're the only one noticing. Its unexplainable because no one understands.
When a bitch puts you through all these, then you've got to dump that bitch!
Article Written By: Anonymous
Post By: Ukachukwu Victor.
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